Saturday, September 01, 2007

Sticker-Patch to Field of Flowers

This was a creative writing project I wrote in November 1998 while at Montgomery College as I completed my prerequisites for Nursing School. It amazes me to look back and see what I was thinking and going through even nine years ago. I'm in awe of how much God has been maturing me and turning my vision as He heals me and fuels me as I keep my face toward His. Step back in time with me and listen to the heart of a woman stepping forward into the next stages of her life...

My World
November 1998
My books and writing implements
Computer and modem attached to telephone
Connect me to friends and associates
Near and far
Connecting with others
Alike and different
To discuss, to laugh, to work, or to complete common goals
My writing informs
Puts into concrete form what is nebulous in mind
For further perusal and thought
To analyze what is real and what is confused
To come to a greater understanding of
How mixed up I really am
Coming and going to religious meetings
Of service and tradition
Are shaken oil and vinegar together
Never joining completely in my mind
But heels dragging, performing with trust
That usefullness will occur from my works
Showing the lost ones love
As I serve and show them the Way
My heart and spirit strive to soar with God
Above this sticker-patch called life
Waiting for the time we can be together
Biding time by seeking His face
Communing day by day
Enjoying His presence when
With transparency, I pray

About Me

I have one wonderful, devoted, servant-hearted, gifted, long-suffering, thoughtful, faithful husband, We've enjoyed and persevered through 26! years of marriage...and we're glad we've stuck it out... with the past 6 years being the best! Three wonderful children that are thankfully still gracing our home with their presence, although all over 20 now.... I work too many hours.... want to cook more, clean less, spend more time outdoors or eating out with friends.... Someday I want to own jetskis, a boat, and a Harley Davidson in order to spend more time outside in God's creation doing fun and fast things... I'm learning to explore more deeply of this romantic relationship with the Lover of my Soul.